thursday.

i'm having one of those nights where i'm unsure of everything. i'm unsure of my major in college (even though i'm now a senior), i'm unsure of my job, i'm unsure of my decision to rid certain people from my life (yes, this means more than one), i'm unsure of where i'm headed after i graduate, i'm unsure of what i'm even going to do tomorrow.


and all of this terrifies me.

this was my daily note from the universe today..

"True, you can't see what you can't see, Kaelah, you can't hear what you can't hear, and you can't feel what you can't feel. But still, you can know that you're not alone, that you're adored, and that absolutely everything will continue to work out for your very best, as it always has.
It's built into your DNA - 

The Universe"

i just need to remember that life is a journey, not a destination. then maybe ill remember to breath and it'll all be okay. i'm so nervous.

i've been paint-doodling a lot lately. and sewing silly little felt and fleece creatures. pending that everything goes well at work tomorrow night, i'm buying a bicycle. :) finally.



the painting is far far far from finished. lots of detail needed. but i need to find the time. oh time!

also thinking of changing the name of the blog. my oh my.

xo